Dissolve (Prod​.​Snrklr)

from I Didn't Know I'd Let It Die by In Spirit

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See you in a cemetery mid day in January
Some mornings you'll still be there it always varies
I remember when you caught me downstairs
My numb lips cold feel your stare
Not a word from me because you were well aware
You know what happened just moments before
No room for judgement that's something you can't afford
Sometimes I wonder if I really let you down
But you've done the same and more so I still play the clown
You called my phone 24 times
You can tell the truth when they ask "Where was I?"
You can fuck me up 24 times
But when I finally do it I'm the bad guy
I hope this winter you decide to stay inside
I can't bare to see you out all the time
You never catch me staring, you seem just fine

IF YOU LET US DISSOLVE
WOULD IT BRING US PEACE AFTER ALL?
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IF YOU ASKED ME HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW
I COULDN'T SAY THAT YOU MADE ME PROUD

Without you here the time flys by
I used to collapse but now I'm just fine
I neglected to nourish the memories this time
I didn't know that I'd let it die
Don't get it wrong I didn't forget
I think I'm just distracted at best
The transition from obsessed to suppressed
You'd wish my last words were for you with a blade to my neck
You wanna keep tabs so you can always check
You can hope everything's for you
You always think you can see right through
You love to think I carry no more depth
Than your name and how it makes upset
You crawled through my wounds just to manifest
You pride yourself with my own lack of rest
You hate the thought of me at my very best
You want to abuse me but there's nothing left
I think it'd best if you left..

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from I Didn't Know I'd Let It Die, released September 23, 2017

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In Spirit Windsor, Ontario

Starting as a spoken word/lofi project In Spirit is an Alternative Hip Hop/R&B artist based out of Windsor Ontario.

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