Bitter (Prod​.​Phvxntm)

from I Didn't Know I'd Let It Die by In Spirit

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Breathing in your absence has become a task 

Every gasp I took I’d wish for my last 

I never found you at the bottom of a flask 
If you wanted one last thing you could’ve just asked 


Constant wish that it was like November

Because that was the last month where you couldn’t be remembered

I went n’ moved the photo from the shelf to the dresser 

Keeping it tucked away made things a little better


Taking you in felt like living in filth

You brought plague into this home we once built

You grinned looking down at all the blood that I’ve spilled

- And you laughed looking down at all the love that you've killed
Living in your light for years its always been so dim 

The time passes by and you haven’t let me in 

The promises you’ve made had always run so thin

Gone for months at a time, wondering where have you been



So yeah I may be bitter but at least I’m not a bitch 
I hope the day you get that license you end up in a ditch 



Gouge out my eyes for something a new 
maybe a set that have never looked at you


Sever my hands for a pair that you’ve never touch

Baby when I’m chopped I’ll finally be enough 

Don’t hit my line because theres nothing to discuss 

Every other emotion was drowned out by disgust

This is not something you can mask with your lust

You and I can’t coexist so that means there no us 


You can drive past Chateau and no one will be home

Sleep in my old room see what that bed is like alone 

Feel what it’s like to have to call my phone 

It's cliche but maybe I’m better on my own 




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from I Didn't Know I'd Let It Die, released September 23, 2017

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In Spirit Windsor, Ontario

Starting as a spoken word/lofi project In Spirit is an Alternative Hip Hop/R&B artist based out of Windsor Ontario.

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